life update bc i haven't in a while. to be honest with you guys, i've been struggling still. since i have major depression, not to mention anhedonia, it's bound to be a really long journey. i'm looking forward to the coming months, however, since major depression has been shown to last around sixth months, and i'm currently in my sixth month. wow... that's kinda crazy. i seriously doubt it's just gonna disappear some random day this month. but i reckon things are gonna look brighter soon. i really hope so. God's been doing work, as always. i'm struggling with my faith rn, especially lacking in some spiritual fellowship areas. i'm not really sure where to turn on that account. i was formerly seeking a new youth group, but i realised maybe that was a rash decision and countered that. since we're staying at our youth group, which i highly disklike, as it's incredibly clicky and always has been, i need to find fellowship elsewhere. qutie fra...